Messy Mind

At that day ye shall know that I am in my Father, and ye in me, and I in you.

John 14:20

I can’t focus on anything right now. There are so many questions that devour my mind. Questions that are fervent, that words cannot suffice. There are so many little things to question in life and I cannot understand why these vast ones pop in mind. They don’t let me sleep. Thinking about it exhausts me. Thinking about it confuses me. Questions like this come in the most unexpected times, too. Life struck hard. Yet, be calm.

Be calm. Stay calm. Trust in your faith.

Be calm. Stay calm. Everything’s going to be okay.

Be calm. Stay calm. Breathe in. Breathe out.

Be calm. Stay calm. Let your mind rest for awhile.

Let your fear move back and your light come forward.

Let your heart beat in time and your feet on the ground.

Let everything pass by and then gather yourself up.

Let patience and kindness guide you through your path.

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Does your mind play tricks on you sometimes too? My mind these past few days seem to think about lots of things. Especially things that make people question life. Why is that anyways? This blog post made me feel as light as a feather. I’m glad I got it out of my system. I tried to organize my mind and my emotions today, I hope it won’t get messy soon enough.

Remember to fight your battles, win or lose. Do your best and be happy. Surround yourself with happy thoughts. Happiness is key.

“I keep my eyes always on the LORD. With him at my right hand, I will not be shaken.”

Psalm 16:8

Paalam,

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UPDATE: I was scrolling through Facebook and found an article which summed up what I feel. It also captured what I want to say. It’s great, check it out: WHAT HAPPENS IN YOUR HEAD WHEN YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES AND THINK ABOUT LIVING?

“You’re not superman girl, you need to relax.”

6:00 p.m.

God Knows Everything

Psalm 139 (NCV)

God Knows Everything

For the director of music. A psalm of David.

139 Lord, you have examined me
    and know all about me.
You know when I sit down and when I get up.
    You know my thoughts before I think them.
You know where I go and where I lie down.
    You know everything I do.
Lord, even before I say a word,
    you already know it.
You are all around me—in front and in back—
    and have put your hand on me.
Your knowledge is amazing to me;
    it is more than I can understand.

Where can I go to get away from your Spirit?
    Where can I run from you?
If I go up to the heavens, you are there.
    If I lie down in the grave, you are there.
If I rise with the sun in the east
    and settle in the west beyond the sea,
10 even there you would guide me.
    With your right hand, you would hold me.

11 I could say, “The darkness will hide me.
    Let the light around me turn into night.”
12 But even the darkness is not dark to you.
    The night is as light as the day;
    darkness and light are the same to you.

13 You made my whole being;
    you formed me in my mother’s body.
14 I praise you because you made me in an amazing and wonderful way.
    What you have done is wonderful.
    I know this very well.
15 You saw my bones being formed
    as I took shape in my mother’s body.
When I was put together there,
16 you saw my body as it was formed.
All the days planned for me
    were written in your book
    before I was one day old.

17 God, your thoughts are precious to me.
    They are so many!
18 If I could count them,
    they would be more than all the grains of sand.
When I wake up,
    I am still with you.

19 God, I wish you would kill the wicked!
    Get away from me, you murderers!
20 They say evil things about you.
    Your enemies use your name thoughtlessly.
21 Lord, I hate those who hate you;
    I hate those who rise up against you.
22 I feel only hate for them;
    they are my enemies.

23 God, examine me and know my heart;
    test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any bad thing in me.
    Lead me on the road to everlasting life.

God knows everything. He will do everything. Remember that you are not alone. Never alone in His presence. Keep you faith and trust in Him. He loves you.

Paalam,

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For A Beautiful Soul

Hello,

I have a very sad and heartbreaking news. A couple of days ago an inspiration and a close family and friend to many have passed away. An absolutely beautiful soul, Christina Grimmie, is now with our God in Heaven. She was terribly and fatally shot after a show in a meet and greet.

Grimmie was such an important person in my life for I completely relate to her music. I discovered her when I was 10  with her Just A Dream cover in YouTube. Since then I have been watching her and supporting her. I basically grew with Grimmie in her journey. Although I didn’t have the opportunity to meet her in person and watch her sing live, It hurts to know that she’s not physically with us now. The tragedy was very heartbreaking for many people. It’s just confusing.

I’ve always admired Grimmie especially her passionate and kind heart. I am very honored that I got to hear her music and follow her journey as an artist. We will never forget you Grimmie and your music will forever live. We miss and love you.

Here is a very sketchy and a really  rough cover of her song, I Bet You Don’t Curse God.  This song is utterly close to my heart. It calms me whenever I feel anxious and sad. It reminds me that God is with me and to always stay grounded. It also reminds me to not take our God for granted. That i should acknowledge Him in everything. I apologize for the audio and quality of this video, I know this is not my best but I wanted to post something for her–even if it’s just a small thing. I was not feeling well when I filmed this so sorry for my voice. I will probably make a better version someday! 🙂 

 (Links Are Down Below!) 

No matter what happens, God is always there for us. Believe and hold on to your faith like Christina did. She is a wonderful person and please, never let her music die.

Rest in Peace Grimmie || March 12, 1994 – June 10, 2016

Team Grimmie all the way. \|/

Link to my cover : https://youtu.be/zF3DoCKcaTU

Link to Christina’s original, “I Bet You Don’t Curse God”: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07Qaq0xsgjc

 give Christina’s family some love: https://www.gofundme.com/christinagrimmie

Sign the petition for Christina to be in the next Zelda game: Link to sign the petition

Paalam,

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“Everything is possible for those who believes.” Mark 9:23