June 29, 2016 ; 3:00 a.m.
Here we go again,
A delightful afternoon when suddenly, the phone rang.
My heart beat faster as I see your name
I wonder in confusion, why today?
I still have no words, I still have no guts.
Why are you still calling after what you’ve done?
I look away and try not to see.
I get anxious every second I perceive the phone ring.
You may hear the sound of a deafening beep,
And you’ve probably heard the woman speak,
“The number you have dialed is not yet in service,
Please try again in another week.”
I don’t understand why I feel so much guilt,
You make my mind wander the darkest labyrinth.
Yet I know one thing every time it transmits,
If it’s from you, ignorance is bliss.
Okay, okay. I know. I don’t know if what I did was right. huhu. *crying emoji* But hey, it’s a poem. I think? Is this considered one? Meh. Anyways, I hope this made sense. This was in my drafts for weeks now and I was hesitant to post it, but taaa-daaaa~ here it is. It has flaws ’cause your girl ain’t perfect. hahahahaha. Hope you enjoyed.
“The nations have fallen into the pit they have dug; their feet are caught in the net they have hidden.” Psalm 9:15